It’s been such a long time since I’ve written, that I almost decided to give it up, but seeing as almost no one reads this I guess I can just come back and write a little bit when I feel like it.
So much has happened since I last wrote, most of it good luckily! It was actually nice to reread that last post, and I did follow that new workout regime, and it worked! I lost weight! I was eating great, working out great, my head was on straight most of the time, and it all came together!
Was was going so great, and then I went overseas for 4 weeks. I had a great time, more about that later, but it put me off balance quite badly for when I it came time to getting back into routine, I failed 😦
I don’t know if it was post-holiday blues, or the horrible hay fever that I’ve been battling ever since I got back or what, but I totally struggled to get back into things post holiday.
The thing is, I KNOW WHAT WORKS FOR ME!! I was going so great before I went overseas — and all I have to do is DO IT! Why am I finding it so hard to get back into it? Laziness? Self-sabotage? who knows? It’s all pretty frustrating really 😦 I know this is not a journey or a condition that has an overnight fix, I know that it will take time, and lots and lots of hard work.
I’m back seeing the dietitian since the new year, and going well. My gym buddy and I are trying the Kiwi’s workout from Tim Ferris and his 4-hour body with kettlebells which has been fun. We’ll wait and see how that goes I guess!
Other than that, my holiday totally rocked! My only regret was not taking me husband with me! I went with 3 girlfriends, which was okaaaay, but I missed my boy, and I missed sharing some awesome experiences with him. I organised the entire trip myself, with almost no input from the other girls (yeah, thanks for that!) but it all turned out great. All over the USA – New York City, Niagara Falls, Miami, 7-day Caribbean cruise which went to Jamaica, Grand Cayman and Mexico (we missed out on the Bahamas due to bad weather), then onto New Orleans, Las Vegas + Grand Canyon (where another friend joined us) and then final stop Los Angeles + Disneyland. We did all this in 4 weeks! I am a traveller, I love to travel and have been fortunate enough to see heaps of this crazy world. I always seem to have a trip of some kind in the planning! This one I was planning for about 18 months! It was pretty cheap too, I got my international flights on reward points, and except for spending money and food it was about $4500! That included all our internal flights, accommodation, tours and transfers. I spent a lot of lunch hours and weekends doing research (yes, totally anally retentive!) to get the best experiences and bang for our buck! I have to say, it was such an amazing holiday! So many amazing experiences and places. I’ve posted some pics 🙂
Me at Niagara Falls - they have to be seen & heard to be believed!
One of my all time favourite pieces of artwork that I studied at school!
perched on the edge at the Grand Canyon
Me at Disneyland with my Minnie ears!
I’m already onto organising the next one… we were going to the UK for a friends wedding, but have decided to give it a miss — I need a relaxing holiday this year! We are going back to Vanuatu with some friends instead. We will get our flights for nothing again (love those reward points!) and as we are going as a group, we are going to rent a house, which makes it so cheap for all of us! It has been a really hard choice — my friend that is getting married was probably the first person that befriended me when we moved to Queensland. It’s so hard to move states, and although I’ve done it more times than I care to think about, it’s never easy leaving friends behind and making new ones. I have really struggled to make friends in QLD, I did the first time we lived here too. Although my husband has 8 siblings, 7 of which live here in Brisbane, they are family, not friends, and we didn’t really have much to do with them. It took me a good 8 months (in which time I got married and turned 30) to make friends, and now over 4 years later, I have some wonderful friends, and love it here in QLD. That said, the first 8 months were so lonely and it really got me down a lot. Thank goodness for my hubby, but it’s not the same 😦 Not going to this friends wedding makes me feel like a bad friend, but I am making the choice for my mental health this year. Last years holiday was wonderful, but not very relaxing!!
I also had Christmas and New Year since I last blogged, and I think that topic is for another time. I have a VERY hard relationship with my mother… I love her dearly, but I really struggle to like her a lot of the time. It made Christmas Day and the days before and after very hard. I enjoyed spending the time with my other family and friends, but really? Honestly? I just wanted to be at home, with my hubby & puppies, who are my real family. I missed my 2 fur-babies so much while I was gone, and my little girl was so cranky with me when I got home that she didn’t eat for 3 days 😦 I am a Cancerian, and we are known to be home-bodies.
Ok enough of holidays 🙂
I have rejoined the SWLC (http://soulcystersweightlosschallenge.blogspot.com/) to help keep me motivated, and the support is great. There isn’t a lot of support here in Australia, so their support is great!
I am going to TRY and get back into this blog, I do think it helps. I had a friend do a blog a day for 30 days posting about all sorts of things that were preset topics, I both loved and hated that. I loved it as I got to hear more from her, and learn more about her from the time that we’ve been apart. I loved/hated it as it brought a lot up from the past, some of it hurtful (which kinda sucked around x-mas/nye) but although I was upset by it at the time, it was good to hear. I think it would be good for me to do some self retrospection, and this might be a good way to do it.
Exciting news is I’ve started a new business… I can’t reveal anything yet, but I’m excited about it! It’s my hopeful exit strategy from full time work… well that’s the long term plan anyway! More news to come later!
Ok I think I’ve made up for not blogging for a while… I’ll try to do better!
Cheers
d